University Issues!!
Today I’m upset…I’m not the kind of person that writes notes becausei’m to shy (yes, believe it or not i can be very shy for some things!!) to tell others how i feel or what do i think…But I guess I need to write a note today, otherwise I’ll say something more stupid later on and that will make me feel worse!!…. Some people might say that I’m a very ‘Motherly’ person (that might be cos of my age tho! 
lol) and others probably think that I like to be in control of the work when we are working together as a group…but the true is that non of those two theories are totally correct. I’ve the idea that when it comes to ‘group’ work we all have to give (and do) as much as we expect the others to give, and that’s how things work for me!!…It’s nothing about considering me better or more capable than others, NO AT ALL!! ….Only the ones that knows me well can tell that I’m always happy to work (or help if it’s not my own work) just because I know that things needs to be done and it’s not worth it to sit down and wait for others to do it when it’s the work of all and everyone is capable to get it done!!!…I know as a fact, becasue of my previous expiriences at work and uni, that if u want to get something good in life, you have to work to get it! (unles ur very lucky tho but i like things for sure so i preffer to work, just to be on the safe side!) ..I guess i should understand more that this is not the case for everyone and people is just free to see things in the way they want to!
(I’m kind of thinking now that this note doesn’t make any sense lol but I still need to write my feelings down for once this year, and even better if it can be also useful for my PDP blog!!)
…Today I realised that what makes me really upset, is that some people don’t even give a call or text when they let you down or decide to don’t turn up at all when it’s about getting the work done, but after a while when others have been doing it for them, they can ‘suddenly’ start to communicate, just to complain (of course) because they’ve been feeling ignored….INCREDIBLE!!!! I really hope that I’ve the ability to understand this kind of behaviours one day…for now I just feel disappointed and realised how my work and the work of many others appears to be nothing for those that have a different point of view!…..
…Sad!!!!…But I don’t like drama (I’m more of a documentary person!! lol) So: SMILE, today is a lovely sunny day!!!
Carolina. X
PD: I posted my first Youtube video today, for the first time in my live (wow lol) here is the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zC5IljP84rg
It was our first B2 production at Bournemouth University….Crazy that this first year is just about to finish!!…
Will continue with this blog thing soon…..Bye for now!
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